You can cut the stress with a knife.

Today is the day to find out about a certain job, at a certain location, doing something my husband loves. The answer will be yes or no. We know God has already gone this way- he knows what will happen. What has happened. My husband is very discouraged. He is ready to be employed. He is ready to not have to do this anymore. I pray more that he gets this job for him more than for us.

I see his frustration. He just went for a walk. I wish he would just take the day and go somewhere- anywhere. Maybe I'll send him to the cabin by himself. To focus, to re- assess. Can't do much on the weekend anyway. I'll keep the kids with me. That's what I'll do.