On the 23rd of March I will give up my ability to ever have another child. Dramatic? Absolutely. I do not believe in evolution. I believe God created humans with unique abilities in the likeness of Him. Part of that reflection of him is the desire to nurture and bring forth life. It's how I was created. I no longer will be able to do what I was created to do. Yes. Dramatic I know! Thankfully, I am more complex than a baby making machine. This is a new chapter in my life.
I will not miss the monthly visits from Aunt Polly nor the craziness that the monthly visits brought. I am a little nervous. Of course, I'm nervous I don't like pain and I definitely am not finished living. I'd be a fool not to be nervous. However, I have a good doctor. I have a great husband who is going to take care of me. It will be fine.
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